Category: Writers Block
It's one of those days again
where I'm feeling bored,
even though I could have so much to do.
It's one of those days again,
where I'm feeling lonely,
when all I would have to do
is talking to friends on the net.
It's one of those days again
where I'm feeling hated,
even though the only one who hates me
is me.
It's one of those horrible days
when I'm feeling like I'm stupid
though all the others think I'm intelligent.
It's one of these days
when I feel nobody cares
even though I know many people do.
These days I'm feeling ashamed of myself
even though there's no reason for this.
Help me to built my self-confidence up,
to love myself more
to respect my own self
so that I can respect others more.
well look who's sitting in the pity pot and selling
their self pity far too cheaply..why its almost free..
I should ignore your rude posts, Goblin.
dude, she's just posting from the heart. I mean, I don't think she's doing it for pity, just...hmmm, well, figuring out a way to let her feelings out...though...well, I'm the maddog, so there's a 100% chance that I'm totally and completely wrong! In which case, disregard everything I said!
well go ahead then, nothing is stopping you from doing it, you needed to express yourself afterall.
Thank you, Maddog and Lou. You're completely right, Maddog. But I guess Goblin needs to understand it his way ... for him I might do it for pity, ha ha ha.
goblin you bitch. you dont criticize my poems and shit so leave her alone you bastard! yayers for maddog and lou also! ines keep on writing it is how i express myself as well...
yes... Ines I feel like tht quite often seeing as I struggle with depression... Hugs to my sis... If ya need me I'm here for ya!
Thanks all!!!
That is cool. Sometimes, it describes me.
Really? I'm always glad to hear that I'm not alone.
yes and I should ignore you blatant cries for attention why don't you pray or are not getting a result...
goblin you insensitive bitch!!! youd better be glad ive never met you, thats a god thing for sure! you wanna know why? because youre an insensitive asshole and i really feel like kicking your ass! you know even though we feel like jesus isnt there he is. like if were praying and weve no reply it doesnt mean he isnt listening. it may be a yes or no or wait. and he didnt say being a christian would be a bed of roses. he promised of down times and persecution from people such as yourself, alex, and he said no matter what he is walking with us and never leaves our side. that is a fact, not just an opinion. at least it is for me anyway. i am not aiming to convert you but since you insist on persisting to insult us i think ill just give you exactly what you want... or dont want, a reactionl. well this may be your cup of tea but frankly i dont give a crap! so leave ines alone!
...ines, keep your head held high and never stop praying and believing. i am always here for a chat or prayer meeting. pm me, qn me, email me the address is in my profile... anything! *hugs* mel out.
If you don<'t have anything nice to say, or if you are not able to say it in a ... well, more or less kind way, then better say nothing, Goblin. Or you'll always be teased and still nobody will tak to you, like Lou once said.
lol well, this now turned out to be a fight lol I wish lawlord was here, at least i could learn new words! no but seriously goblin, once again, if you don't want to be put down or offended in public, as you said you would not like to be, then please shut your trap up and just act normal... for once!
Exactly.
First, Ines, you are not alone, i feel the same at times. You always have a friend here. If you need to talk and I'm not there, just PM me. *hugs*. Second, Goblin, you are being an asshole. I think the problem is, you want to be loved, but don't know how to go about getting it, so instead you go for negative attention. More would love you if you'd knock off the crap. And, i say the same to you. If you need to talk about anything, I'm here. I like to listen, and help where ever I can. So, PM me too.
*twiddles thumbs impatiently* Many hugs to you, Ines. Hope you feel better.
Thanks, Bridgette and Allie *hugs to you both*. Bridgette, I totally agree with what you said about Goblin.
Such maturity from the usual suspects well no one could accuse you of inconsistency..don't you recognise a cry for attention, she wants to be loved for having an illness ..man the last thing most mentally ill people will do, is yell from the rooftops, about their illness, most are deeply embarrassed and/or ashamed due to the stigma surrounding mental illness.There are very few who will blatantly advertise their situation, to gain respect attention and affection, because the result is usually hostility, fear and an intense wish that the person would feck off!.
Rush fan please I am loved thank you very much..I do NOT need to beg for it on a website, I can see right through this charade.
Rush fan please I am loved thank you very much..I do NOT need to beg for it on a website, I can see right through this charade.
Goblin, you are proving yourself as an atention-seeker, each day more and more. UNfortunately, your mind is too small to get it, and personally i will not pay atention to any of your repplies in this or any other post anymore, because I feel or I think you have only one braincell left! so yah, I just have to say, I will ignore you, period.
Goblin, have you thought she's just mature enough to ask, for help? And you're not; you attention-seek in a different way. Of course, she doesn't attention-seek; she is writing about her feelings as you do yours. So fuck off.
lol *agrees*
Thanks, Mel and Lou. Lou, well spoken. I better won't say anything more to you Goblin, I have trouble enough without you insulting me.
And I have others who are friendlier, so, I don'T need you.
hey, are you ok? if you need someone to talk to i'm here to listen. for some reason your poem sounds depressed its sad ans down. hope you feel better. take care
Thank you. I do feel better indeed now.